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felix dies natalis souksaan wankeud hmm..i feel like you are distancing yourself from me..or it's just a mere feeling,i hope so: >my positive remarks were, >>you're too busy,that's why you ignores me for the time being, >>or your handphone had been stolen,again okay okay,whatever my thought is not important anymore,coz at least i'm wishing you for your birthday .and i bet this year there's no more a 7-days free call with me right? okay you're busy..sorry for taking some of your time. oyasumi.

a walking corpse.

assalamualaikum,
hi peeps,nina's back!:)
smile peeps,aren't you happy to see me?
no?why?
because my panda eyes had became much much bigger than before?
hmm.just ignore it!
my panda eyes had became thissss big because i'm lacking of sleep.
nowadays,i only managed to sleep only for 4 hours per day.
coz i've a pile of homeworks waiting for me.
and other agendas as well.
yeah,i was a lil bit distressed coz i haven't sit for my muet speaking paper,thats why i felt a bit off from my usual self.
yes,i'm cheerful and happy go lucky as usual but i couldnt stop imagining how am i going to sit calmly in front of the examiners,coz i had this nervous breakdown-which means i can't control my nervousness.
it usually will start 5-4 days prior to the exam.
during the time period,i can't think well and i tend to be a blurry person.
and i'll also skip the meals.
i don't know why but i can't control the feeling.
nuha,one of my closest friend have noticed me for being my unusual self,when we were in computer science's lab this morning,
i'm really amazed that she manages to know when i'm being distressed.
she said that i did talk a lot but my words were less than the usual day.
gosh,i wonder why?
maybe because i keep thinking about the upcoming final examination,
and my muet speaking test,
and also i fought with someone who's realllly precious to me.
his presence himself will make me feel warmer,and happier inside out.
but why the hell did i fought with him?
okay that's totally not my fault but i'm not going to apologize.
maybe i'll wait till his birthday?LOL.i hope i can refrain myself from texting him.
yeah,and i'm not going to give up on him.

(supposedly i'm going to share with you about how hectic my life were recently,but whenever i started to think bout him,i cant just stop talking bout him.maybe my feeling for him was just too pure and sincere,LOL)
 by the way thanks nuha for always supporting me.
let's get through the thick and thin of matriculation life together!:)

trying not to love you.

You call to me, and I fall at your feet
How could anyone ask for more?
And our time apart, like knives in my heart
How could anyone ask for more?


But if there's a pill to help me forget,
God knows I haven't found it yet
But I'm dying to, God I'm trying to

'Cause trying not to love you, only goes so far
And trying not to need you, is tearing me apart
Can't see the silver lining, from down here on the floor
And I just keep on trying, but I don't know what for
'Cause trying not to love you
Only makes me love you more
Only makes me love you more

And this kind of pain, only time takes away
That's why it's harder to let you go (That's why it's harder to let you go)
And nothing I can do, without thinking of you
That's why it's harder to let you go (That's why it's harder to let you go)


But if there's a pill to help me forget,
God knows I haven't found it yet
But I'm dying to, God I'm trying to

'Cause trying not to love you, only goes so far
Trying not to need you, is tearing me apart
Can't see the silver lining, from down here on the floor
And I just keep on trying, but I don't know what for
'Cause trying not to love you
Only makes me love you more


So I sit here divided, just talking to myself
Was it something that I did?
Was there somebody else?
When a voice from behind me, that was fighting back tears
Sat right down beside me, whispered right in my ear
Said, I've been dying to tell you

That trying not to love you, only went so far
Trying not to need you, was tearing me apart
Now I see the silver lining, from what we're fighting for
We just keep on trying, we could be much more
'Cause trying not to love you
Oh, yeah, trying not to love you
Only makes me love you more
Only makes me love you more

ehem.

makcik,saya mintak maaf banyak-banyak sebab suka kat anak makcik.dah 4 tahun tapi anak makcik lembab mengalahkan acatina fulica,tetap tak dapat pick up.nak kata dia moron,tak sebab dia budak bakal *teeett*,tapi kenapa dia tak faham-faham?ke sebab dia faham tapi saja buat tak faham.macam mana eh makcik nak bagi dia faham?=.=.

my heartache.

My heartache-Lee Hyun

Turn around and look at me, stay by my side

turn your head

You only look at other places like always

you always look at far places

Living while seeing you love that other person

Do you know that is my love for you?

My heartache, only looking at you, not having you with me

I become used to it like a habit so I don’t even know that it hurts

Though tears form, I don’t say anything and I need to smile

But like a habit, I foolishly love you in front of you

So tears come

If you are suffering even once

please look at me

Don’t cry, don’t cry, I pray as I look at you

Do you know this hope of mine?

My heartache, only looking at you, not having you with me

I become used to it like a habit so I don’t even know that it hurts

Though tears form, I don’t say anything and I need to smile

But like a habit, I foolishly love you in front of you

So I smile like this

My heartache, only looking at you

Pretending not to know, pretending that it’s not, pretending I didn’t see it

This is the love that I secretly learned as I met you every single day

Though I long for you, I want to hold onto you, I want to just hug you

But I couldn’t even say the words, I love you, and I turned away

Though I long for you

come wake me up.

 by rascal flatts

I can usually drink you right off of my mind
But I miss you tonight
I can normally push you right out of my heart
But I'm too tired to fight

Yeah the whole thing begins
And I let you sink into my veins
And I feel the pain like it's new
Everything that we were,
Everything that you said,
Everything that I did and that I couldn't do
Plays through tonight

Tonight your memory burns like a fire
With everyone it grows higher and higher
And I can't get over it, I just can't put out this love
I just sit in these flames and pray that you'll come back
Close my eyes tightly, hold on and hope that I'm dreaming
Come wake me up

Turn the TV up loud just to drown out your voice, but I can't forget
Now I'm all out of ideas and baby I'm down to my last cigarette
Yeah, you're probably asleep deep inside of your dreams while I'm sitting here crying and trying to see
Yeah, wherever you are baby now I am sure you moved on and aren't thinking twice about me
And you tonight

Tonight your memory burns like a fire
With everyone it grows higher and higher
I can't get over it, I just can't put out this love
I just sit in these flames and pray that you'll come back
Close my eyes tightly, hold on and hope that I'm dreaming

I know that you're movin' on
I know I should give you up
But I keep hopin' that you'll trip and fall back in love
Time's not healin' anything
Baby, this pain is worse than it ever was
I know that you can't hear me, but baby I need you to save me tonight

Tonight your memory burns like a fire
With everyone it grows higher and higher
I can't get over it, I just can't put out this love
I just sit in these flames and pray that you'll come back
Close my eyes tightly, hold on and hope that I'm dreaming
Come wake me up
Oh, I'm dreaming
Come wake me up
Oh, I'm dreaming

Panas Hati.

Assalamualaikum
 *This post will be rated M for its uanpproriate language.Please bear with it.*

Gua kembali.Gua malas nak intro bagai,so mai la gua masuk dalam point terus.
Budak-budak sekarang makin otak cair.Tapi yang sad realitinya,semakin pandai depa,semakin banganglah attitude depa.lagi2 budak2 matrik gua.dafuq?rasa macam nak kasi pelempang penumbuk penampar and sewaktu dengannyalah.mulut macam cilaka.panas hati gua tahu?gua rasa bukan gua aje,tapi budak2 seniors yang seangkatan dengan gua pun panas hati jugak.kenapa gua kata dey all kurang ajar?sebab...

1.rushing masuk DK,macam ada marathon bagai.

ni yang buat gua paling panas hati.guys,korang dah 3 minggu kat sini kan?let me repeat,does 3 faking week doesn't meaning anything to you,guys?did you not learn anything from it?or at least from your environments?kenapa perlu nak rushing masuk dewan kuliah?did you participating in marathon or whateverthon?perlu ke masuk sebelum kuliah habis?and korang terhendap2 macam ninja turtle kat luar tu kenapa?ganggu pnp orang lain je tahu tak?kot ye pun tak sabar nak belajar,tolong la bagi kitorang yang kat dalam ni keluar dulu..takkan itupun nak kena ajar.?melampau la korang ni! dah banyak kali kena sound,tapi kenapa buat jugak?pekak or tak faham bahasa melayu?kalau tak faham kau pakai google translate aje la.tapi google translate sama je bangangnye dengan korang.hahaha.LOL.tolongla,jangan nak rempuh lagi.aku penat dah nak jerit2 setiap kali habis kuliah.go learn some manners,please.

2.mulut jilaka habis.

ni benda yang common jugak.kau patut boleh differentiate yang mana satu seniors and mana satu kauorang.takkan tak reti.it's obvious kay?kalau agak2 yang pakai short ke..berkemban ke,tu maksudnya we all ni seniors.tu perbezaan paling ketara.yang agak2 selamba badak ke,we all ni seniors.tak perlu la korang nak tuding jari sambil cakap."ei ,dia tu selamba pakai short.tak malu."okay ni kawan aku yang kena.apa lagi panas la dia.bila kawan aku jeling,diorang jeling balik.pastu diorang cakap macam ni,"tengok,dia jeling kita balik,"dafuq?hello,ikut suka korang la nak pakai ape dalam hostel..even nak pakai bikini takde orang kisah.tapi jangan naked dahla.korang ni jakun ke apa..adoyai,,tolong jangan lurus sangat boleh?kalau lurus sangat boleh aku tolong betulkan.no charge kay,pastu takyah la nak complain bagai.duduk hostel,mana ada benda purrfect.jangan ingat kau pandai kau boleh pijak kepala orang lagi tua.show some manner,guys! tak  kisah la korang masuk sini dengan spm straight A+ ke..tak ke..tapi respect la,please?kalau you guys boleh respek we all,gua sure respek you all balik.tapi kalau you all buat mulut jilaka lagi,memang gua balas lagi jilaka la.

3.biadab
  :they should go learn some manners before enrolling in here.*facepalm*

4.mata lawa habis.
 :tak perlu jeling dik oi.lama2 juling sat lagi tak market tahu?abam-abam tu dahla minat korang.

5.respect us and we'll respect you back
  :you guys,please la..gua dah sakit tekak tahu sound itu ini.you all nak suruh gua speaking london baru faham ke?you alls bijak pandai kan..so please..

as a conclusion,barulah gua paham perasaan akak2 expdt dulu.huish.dahsyat budak2 ni..memang mintak makan kasut la kan?!sekali gua bagi betul..memang kena la.gua ni jarang nak meletup gila2..tapi once gua  dah meletup..habislah you all!

dear friends.

from  left to right:gua,aca,min,fana,thee,paan.

assalamualaikum to all,
okay kali ni aku taknak cerita pasal ex aku dah.coz i knew he will not going to go back to me.:)
okay okay,kat atas ni kawan-kawan rapat aku,masa zaman aku sem 1 dengan sem 2 kat kmj tu~
nina nak cerita pasal diorang nih.
just take it as my tokens of appreciation towards them,kay?

first,let me start with..*drum rolls* (in no particular orders)

>.Aca,
      Dia kawan ketiga aku.kenal dia via pa'an,sebab diorang dulu classmate.my first impression,"she must be an all A's students,".the way she talks,i really love it.haha.then bila dah lama kenal,rupanya satu kepala,kan ca?aku ingatkan budakbudak pandai ni semuanya nerdy,tapi sebenarnya si aca ni out of category.haha.yang penting,dia bertanggungjawab kenalkan squash dekat aku.sampaikan aku jatuh cinta dengan squash.:) thanks darling.selalu lepak bilik dia,lepas tu membebel-bebel,kadang-kadang suruh dia ajar maths,dan dia akan ajar,(except for trigo,coz she hated it too,),and believes me,she's awesome! ca ni selalu tertinggal kunci bilik dia,so kadang2 balik kelas tu,dia lepak bilik aku.then kitorang borak2 lagi.satu lagi,rindu nak tengok running man dengan minah ni! walaupun kitorang kadang-kadang bertikam lidah,5 minit lepas tu dah okay balik!and ca punya citacita tinggi tahu?aku respek dia.she works hard.really hard that i believes why success always stays by her side!:) hehe.yang penting aku sayang kau ca,sangatsangat! tahniah sebab dapat fourflat and sama dengan MR....and aku doakan semoga kau jadi IR. la.:) apaapa just contact aku,and rajinrajin la datang tangkak bawak kenny's,sebab melaka dengan tangkak tak jauh mana pun!<3

>min
    aku kenal minah ni lambat sikit.dia ni roomate si ca ni.first impression aku,"dia orang kl.mesti berlagak.cakap i u bagai,"haha.sorry ya min,i memang ingat you arrogant dulu.bila dah kenal,i was like,"wow,she's an easygoing person.gilagila."serius min,dulu i memang ingat you berlagak,ruparupanya i silap! you tak kurang gila nya dari i jugak! hahahaha.selalu datang bilik minah ni,kacau dia,lepaklepak,main dengan samsung S dia tu,belekbelek buku dia,pinjam pen colour dia,belekbelek quotes yang tertampal kat softboard dia,lepas tu borakborak then blah macam tu je.min ni kelakar.kadangkadang lurus sikit.hahaha.min,next time when i see u,i harap you gemuk sikit.baru nicee! :) and i doakan you jadi arkitek yang berjaya,and don't forget me kay?

>fana.
   my counterpart,roommate aku.duduk sebelah aku je dalam bilik tu.first impression"anak manja mak".masa orientasi selalu nangis.hehe.sorry fana! fana ni firstfirst amat la pendiam,sampaikan aku rasa awkward sebab aku kan banyak cakap,macam tak matching pulak dengan minah ni.fana rajin study sebab dia nak jadi vet.sedikit sebanyak dia influence aku untuk bukak buku.sumpah dia ni teramat la rajin,kalah budak fourflat yang selalu tengok running man tu :P. sem 1,macam agak distant la dengan dia,sebab dia selalu lepak tingkat bawah.sem 2,rapat.dia dah mula merapatkan silaturahim dengan aku.kata duduk sebelah kan?fana,sekali bukak mulut,laser yang keluar.fana ni lembut sebenarnya tapi ada part part bila dia macam mak nenek sikit.kitorang suka usik fana.fana gila hindustan.tapi bila dengan aku,she can help but kena layan kpop sekali.haha.padan muka.rindu fana! rindu nak kacau fana.goodluck fana,semoga jadi vet,nanti nina nak kawen fana boleh sponsor lembu seekor.haha.

 > thee
     cekmek asal dari kelantan.berlagak orang kl.hahhaa.xD .first impression"pendiam".dia ni bilik lain,tapi disebabkan ada masalah teknikal,dia pindah bilik aku.aku ingatkan dia akak dulu.sumpah,minah ni spesis fana jugak,pendiam.mulamula lah.lama-lama kenal,budak ni satu kepala dengan aku rupanya.dia lagi biol dari aku.kitorang selalu naik bas pergi kl samasama.dia balik kajang,aku balik shah alam.thee ni kalau dah layan kdrama,memang tak turun makan la.senang dipengaruhi.thee ni mulut longkang sikit.haha.tapi hati dia baik la jugak.LOL.just kidding meh.em,dengan dia,kitorang samasama kena block outing la balik la.haha.gila kan?dengan thee,banyak la aku kongsi rahsia bagai.dia ni ramai fanboys tahu,tapi tak dilayan! she's also an awesome friend of mine! thee,kalau masuk ump cakap kat nina tahu?boleh lepak kat rumah nina! takpun kita pergi gambang waterpark samasama.:) sayang kamu sangatsangat.

> paan
   orang bp je minah ni,first kawan aku kat kmj.first impression"macam makcikmakcik".hehe.sebab paan suka pakai tudung sarung kot.lamalama kenal,dia best! aku pernah pergi tidur kat rumah dia,aku dengan thee,kitorang fly semata mata nak tengok ombak rindu.mak dia favor aku la kot,siap masak makanan favourite aku lagi.thanks makcik!:) lain kali saya datang lagi.minah ni gila squash sama dengan aku jugak.tapi dengan paan,aku banyak gaduh.sebab mulut masingmasing tak?sorry darling! hehe:) will be missing you too.! good luck! hopefully kau dapat ambik course yang kau nak kat u tu!see ya:)

p/s: to my awesome five superheroes,wonderwoman(aca),catwoman(min),rouge(fana),storm(thee),invisible woman(paan)..thanks for everything! thanks for the tunjuk ajar semua,thanks for spending weekends with me,thanks sebab lepak samasama,thanks sebab makan samasama,thanks sebab tunggu sup daging samasama,thanks sebab selalu bagi aku menyemak kat bilik you all,melalak la,berkaraoke la,membebel la,apa la,thanks sebab kutukan dan kritikan yang pedas,thanks for the pujian,ah,to make it short,thanksssss for everythings! good luck guys in the future and promise me that you'll never,ever forget me! :)

A mistake that can't be erased.

I still can't get over it.
The hell,Nina?
You are just plain stupid for not be able to forget the past.
The hell you cry in the middle of the night?
the hell you cry in front of the lappy?
the hell you opened his profile?
why nina,why?
i just have only one reason,because my heart can't seem to accept the facts.
the fact that we HAD BROKE UP,A YEAR AGO.
i hate when my friends keep telling me that you'll be okay,and you'll find someone bettttterrr than him.
it's a lie,okay?
till now,i didn't find the so-called someone who's bettter than him.
Nina is stupid.every words that came out from her big mouth were just sharper than sword.
she likes to spill out nonsense like she's the one who are the right one.
God,please forgive her for acting like a stupid bitth.
If he's now successfully move on with his life,why not you,nina?
why the hell you are still crying like you've killed someone?
i didn't killed someone,but literally i just killed someone's precious to me trust and faith.
thanks to me, now he acted like we never had any special connection before.
i gonna give five star for your perfect acting!
just please..let me forget you,forever.
coz  you didn't seem to like,or hate me.
the feeling is just,neutral.
i just wanna tell you something,though this might sound absurd
and i know that i won't regret telling this.
my feelings towards you are still the same,believe me.it does not change AT ALL.
i hope that we still can be friend,at the very least
coz you didn't seem to treat me like one.
we're not enemy either right?
FRIEND.I THINK THIS WORD SUITE US BETTER THAN IN RELATIONSHIP.
i believe that's still light creeps out in the darkness that surrounded us.
AH~,i'm feeling better after writing this.
thanks to AIN coz lending me your ears,:)






The words that we chat face to face, the words that only two of us knew
I cannot erase it, I cannot abandon it, I cannot forget it
Looking around the street after a long time
When I pass by the street, the fond memories
I keep recalled, stopping my footsteps
After a long time, I come here now
I miss you, even if I live on pretending not knowing you, but I keep recall
Because you, always appear in front of my eyes
The memories of the time we spent together rain down like stars, but where are you
People looks happy
Only me left to be alone
Even if I don’t want to admit, but I think about you
After a long time, I come here now
I miss you, even if I live on pretending not knowing you, but I keep recall
Because you, always appear in front of my eyes
The memories of the time we spent together rain down like stars, but I shed tears
Can I see you if I wait here?
Can I tell you my heart then?
I miss you, I miss you even more
Because I am like this, I only know about you
The life without you, everything is filled with regrets
Because you are not here, I feel even more empty numerous times
Today, my steps are missing this place, I cannot move on, so I call for you

honestly,i'm not okay.

it's been a year.
since that thing happened..
the day i broke up with  HIM.
we broke up one day after my 18th birthday.
sad,right?
well,it's all my fault.
breaking up with such a nice and witty guy without a solid reason.
i don't hate him,but i don't know if he hated me for what i did or not?
you better not.
i'm not going to brag about how nice he was towards me,how his parents easily accepted me as their son's lover,or how our friends,yes,i repeat,OUR FRIENDS(we share same community cycle coz we were classmate during my senior  year).
oh god.that was just MY FAULT.
Everyone were pointing their fingers at me,saying that it's your fault,bish.
i was doomed.DOOMED.
i felt like i'm a criminal.
after finishing our high school,i thought we can just proceed to the next level.
 i mean,doing things like other couples do,like going on a date or watching movies together,wears couple tee or bickering like the world is ours.
we were envied by everyone,they kept saying things like,'woaa,you're a comedy couple.just like ys,but of course it's malay version,'
i was a proud gf then.
after a year,we seperated.
going to different colleges really put me at ease,
i'm happy coz that mean i won't see him around.
but of course,jealousy strikes me when i witnessed many couples were sooo LOVEYDOVEY,
this isn't good,i thought.but i can't do anything.
so,the  only way ,
i pretend not to see anything.
finally!it's working.
i'm really thankful.
but of course,as a couple,we share same interests.
BOTH ARE GETTING OBSESSED WITH KPOP TALENTOS.
that sounds absurd right?
okay,i admit that that one was my job too.
i lured him into that world.
then the most absurd thing is,he's obsessed with the girl groups.
*mentally slapped my face*
okay fine.i'm fine.plus,i'm proud bcoz we shared same interest and talked about it more than hours,for god sake.never getting bored.we even have nicknames for each other in korean.that explained how much our obssession to kpop.nahh.
okay fullstop.my tears are welling now.pshh.

NOW.
in front of my pals,i pretend that everything is an okay now.
i have forgotten about our past.
i've forgotten everything.
THAT'S  ONE OF BIGGEST LIE I EVER MADE.
i can't forget him,till now.

my heart seemed can't let go of 'her' other half.
dear heart,please let 'your other half' go.
it's not ours anymore.okay?

please heart,let go of him.
and you,
move on!
go and find someone who worth to be with you.












p/s:hahahaha.you guys have been trolled! i was just testing my english level coz i just felt like doing it.i'm damn bored now~! so how's bout my english..it is okay?or not?judge by yourself.i am going to write fanfiction,that's why i wrote this post.tehehe.

Lagu.

hariku
harus dipenuhi dengan kehadiranmu sayangku
fikiranku
hanya dipenuhi dengan senyumanmu

alangkah indah
jika dirimu sentiasa
di sisiku sayangku
berikanku hanya satu
hanya satu
lagu

hariku
harus dipenuhi dengan kemanjaanmu cintaku
fikiranku
hanya dipenuhi dengan suaramu divaku

*
alangkah indah
jika dirimu sentiasa
di sisiku sayangku
berikanku hanya satu
hanya satu
lagu

:) demm! i miss your cocky attitude,i miss your coldness,i miss your ego,i miss your don't-care-but-you're-actually care-about-me attitude,i miss your rude words,i miss your full of chillies comments,i miss your retardness,i miss all your critics,i miss all your wise words..gosh...too long! so to make it short,i miss you.don't be shocked on my alibis,coz you're not dreaming !

A one and a half year.

Assalamualaikum reader and peeps,
Hari tu birthday aku.Yang ke 19.
Ahh,muda lagi aku ni,baru 19.
Kalau ikut cakap cousins aku,19 dah boleh kahwin,
kata-kata dia buat aku terfikir.
macam mana kalau aku kahwin muda?
mesti lawak.
aku yang tak matured,nak jadi bini orang?
ok ok,dah dah.melalut.
aku nak cerita satu benda ni.

Dulu,aku bodoh.bukanlah bodoh secara total,tapi half-stupid.
when it comes to feeling,i'm the stupidest person ever.
sebab..last year,waktu birthday ex aku,
beria la aku wish.
bajet la kalau aku wish,
dia akan balik pada aku,
dan bolehla aku jadi awek dia semula.
hahahaha.tu menyebabkan ikmal saadah mengamuk serta merta.
dia kawan baik aku,dan dia tak suka aku sebut-sebut fasal ex aku
kata dia,mangkuk ayun tu bukannya pernah buat pape kat aku,
balas mesej pun lambat.
tapi aku senyap je,
malas nak gaduh.

hari tu,
birthday aku,sehari lepas result ups diumumkan.
aku pun ape lagi,macam biasa lah,
mesej dia,tanya result dia.okay ke tak?
dia tak balas.
ok,start tu memang kena sumpah dengan aku la,kan.
its obvious.
setakat tanya result pun tak balas,apa kebende?
bukannya aku ajak dia couple balik ke apa.
he was being too absurd.
lepas tu,
dahla tak wish birthday aku.
menipu dia tak ingat.
dua tahun dia celebrate dengan aku
dua tahun dia bagi hadiah.(err..ye ke?aku pun dah tak pasti==)

sejak pada tu,aku bercerita lagi dengan ikmalsaadah,
kena marah la kan?macam biasa la.
lepas tu,memang aku sentap.
tapi terima kasih la,disebabkan perbuatan dia,aku sedar something.
aku sedar,yang hari tu,aku patut lupakan dia.
aku kena buang dia terus dari hati aku.
sama macam kalau kau delete folder,masuk dalam dustbin,
lepas tu,yang dalam dustbin tu kau delete secara permanent.
faham?
aku terus delete segala mesej dia,yang dalam sim aku tu,
dulu aku ragu-ragu,sekarang no way man!
gambar kami masa dinner,
dalam pendrive aku,tanpa teragak-agak aku delete jugak.
hahaha.sekarang aku dah bebas.

sekarang,aku mahu bagi hati aku pada superstar pulak.
bukan bagi dia,kalau bagi dia hati aku maka mampuslah aku.
bagi dia perasaan aku.
dia tu dense sebenarnya.
or saja buat-buat tak faham.
aku suka superstar,tapi selama ni perasaan aku terbelah dua.
sekarang,dah tak.
tapi aku selesa berkawan dengan superstar je sebenarnya.
dia tu sengal,tapi aku tak kisah.
mulut dia lagi loji taik dari mulut aku,pun aku ok.
ahh.
kalau dah suka,taik lembu pun wangi,yedak?
hehe.

p/s:selamat tinggal wahai bekas kekasih ku.adios!

Oh,i see.

Assalamualaikum.
Guys,now i have a reason why he didn't love me as much as i love him.
because he never see me as a woman.
he always see me as a man
as i am the same gender like him.
but it's okay,coz i believes that one day he'll see me as a woman.
 i'll work hard to ensure that he'll fall head over heels for me.
just wait for that time to come,okay?

Blushing.

Assalamualaikum dear reader(s),
Sorry gua update lagi.Gua taktaw apa mimpi gua asyik nak update je.Tapi gua bukan ketagih ok?
gua nak ceghita sikit ni..pasal gua.
gua ni,bila malu,mesti muka gua macam udang panggang.Bahasa omputihnya,blushing.Lu punya muka ada blushing macam gua tak?takde kan?:P
Gua ni takdela berkulit cerah pun,tapi nak kata sawo matang pun tak jugak.Mungkin,kuning langsat?Hahaha.sila gelak.Gua memang spesis yang perasan sikit.Lu nak tau,lu boleh tanya members gua.

Gua ni,senang nak blushing.Kalau gua rasa malu,gua blushing la.Satu lagi,kalau depan mamat yang gua tangkap cintan.Memang blushing gila-gilalah.Lu nak try?boleh! Boleh blah! hehehe.ok,kepada mamat yang gua suka,kalau lu tengok gua blushing macam udang ke,macam tomato ke,macam red blood cell ke,sila jangan tanya kenapa.sebab jawapannya ada satu je:gua suka lu.gua betul suka lu.ade paham?ok bai! gua nak outing.nanti member gua bising pulak kalau gua lambat:)

love,
si blushing.

Karnival Moral 2012

lok-lok

Assalamualaikum to my beloved followers and reader(s),
How'cha doing?ok ok,tak maw speaking,nak guna bahasa ibunda gua pulak.
hehe.tadi gua dengan member kacip gua,Aca,pegi DSL.Ala,budak2 yang ambik moral kat sini buat karnival.
Best woo.
Tadi kami main baling bola ping pong dalam sarang telur,and for 5 trial it only costs you a ringgit.So,first of all,gua main dulu.Huh,hampeh!dapat telur ayam adalah.tak berbakat sangat gua ni,tapi kalau a day tu gua dah lucky kan,memang gua lucky lah.
Lepas tu,Aca cuba pulak.She got 4 marks and jeng jeng jeng,she got rewarded by an ice-cream coupon.so lucky mehh.
Bila tengok Aca dah dapat,tiba-tiba gua semangat gila.All fired up.Gua pun try.Ok,dapat 3 markah je.Dapatla ice-cream sebatang.Hampeh,sebab tak menepati sasaran gua.Kalau nak dapat Lok-lok,kena dapat 5 markah.
lepas tu,classmate Aca,Hui Yee bayar RM2,so that's mean she got 10 chances.Dia main baling random je.Gua tepuk dahi sendiri.Apekebende minah ni,main random-random pulak dah.==
But..
jeng jeng jeng..dia dapat 3 markah.Dapatlah kupon aiskrim satu.So,altogether ada dua kupon aiskrim.Setelah kami berbincang,kami decide untuk tukar dua kupon aiskrim kepada satu kupon lok-lok.Kalau dua kupon aiskrim dapat dua batang aiskrim,tapi kalau satu kupon lok-lok dapat 3 batang lok-lok! So,we succesfully trading the two ice-cream coupon into 1 lok-lok coupon.Bijak tak gua?hahaha.
Gua beli bangle,dan satu file black bird.Adalah dalam RmXX gua habis tapi its still less than 20.
:)

Boring right?== Gua tak tahu nak tulis apedah.See you in the next post!:)

"oh,binatang ni nama dia belangkas ye?Saya ingatkan belangkas tu spesis belalang!"

budak bertiga,yang kanan sekali tu jakun jugak,first time pegang belangkas.

first time pegang and tengok belangkas.wooo.==

bullfrog.besar bapak kan?ini bukan mutasi,terima kasih.

ini arnab.tengok tu ha,ada dua perut.

spongebob squarepants!

belangkas versi real

binatang yang dah diawet.

assalamualaikum readers,:)
hari ni eksperimen bio.
dan masuk je lab,aku dah macam jakun.
woooow,banyaknya binatang...er,yang dah diawet.
i like!
dan serius,aku memang tak pernah tengok belangkas versi real punya.
pasal aku ingatkan belangkas tu spesis belalang.oh,how lame nina.==
bila semua orang cakap benda yang aku pegang tu belangkas,i was like,"woa..ni ek belangkas?ingat belangkas ni adik beradik belalang,"
lecturer aku sengih sengih je tengok ke'jakun'an aku.hihi.
sekarang dah tak jakun dah,!


source:belangkas wiki

2012-The year that i'll start anew!

Assalamualaikum to all my loyal blogreaders(i wonder if there are any),today is 1.1.2012,which is a new year.Though i did not celebrates it grandly last night,but i'm still thankfull to Allah for still letting me breath,so that i can reflects on myself and the past sins.:) hehe.Enough for introduction,Nina.So,below are my list-i mean what am i hoping to do/to be in this year.:)

1.Bye bye past!

-Yes,i had  a bittersweet memories.Which is i dumped a guy that loves me alot,yeah,you know who's that lucky guy by the way.i hopes that he will find someone who loves him dearly:) and bye bye to all boys who had dumped me in the first place-i wish you all all the best with the girls you loves.:) no grudges by the way.

2.Study household skills.

-I've studied the household skill last year but i totally have forgotten how to makes tomyam,chicken curry and etc.I mean,if i didn't refer to the recipes,it will totally be ruined.I hope this year i'll not refer to the recepies anymore-and thank you mommy for guiding me last year! I promise that this year i'll be the great cook,same as my mom!And probably in the 4-5 years from now,i can cook anything for my husband to be.:) hehe.

3.Be ahead from anyone else.

-getting 4.0 is my target for every examinations.! gonna get four flat or else  the chances for getting JPA's scholarship will be boom! boom! i wanna be number one person in my class.wanna study smart.but don't want to push myself.:)

4.Undergoes strict diet!

-The must! I must get thinner-or shall i say slimmer ? coz there's one person kept criticizing me by saying,"kau gemuk.".oh,i feel like kicking him already!:)

5.Mastering english,japanese and korean languages.

-I love watching Japanese and Koreans dramas a lot.Well-my computer's hardisk overloaded with  dramas already.That why i hope i can continues my lessons in those languages.I hate waiting the dramas to be subbed! i already knew a lil bit of the words,and i can read hangul.:) i hope i can read and write in kanji and hiragana too!

6.Stop!! Using nasty words.

-hah,i think this one is my habit.It's not nice when girls are using nasty words in their daily conversations,right?coz peoples around me like to use it.i'll try my best to replace the words with "ngek" or "whatever".sounds nicer eh?

7.be a better muslimah,be the best daughter as my parent have high expectations toward me,be the best sister and be the best ear in the world! (sound exaggerating,eh?==)

8.Detective Conan and Bleach will end this year.:) i miss my shinichi already! please turns him back to shinichi,gosho aoyama-san!:)

9.Hoping that my boys-yeah,the fivehottie of mine,-jaejoong yunho junsu yuchun and changmin will be reunite this year.TVXQ fighting!:)

-pray all the best for me,okay? -:)