sejujur hatimu.

assalamualaikum.
nina's back with cheesy and greasy post!:)
 this morning,i'm going to pour everything out.
it's not like i haven't done this before,coz it was countless time i did it.
first,yes everyone still put the blame on me,even after 2 years.
i have to admit that they have many points to blame me.
i accepted that.
as it was all my fault.
last two weeks ago,i were scolded by both kat and fazira,(both are my close friends,and i know they care for me,ALOT)
why?
coz i still tweeted about my past love,past experiences and how i miss my ex.
they labelled me as "meroyan"
like,"dahdahla tu meroyan,buat2 la cari yang baru"
i ignored them.
coz it's too hard to do that*wiping tears*
yes,i still love him.period.

secondly,my world revolving around me isn't a kind one either.
epsecially when running man is on air,
coz we all well informed that yong hwa is 'lika-a-family' to running man cast right?
so that's the thing suffocated me the most is,
whenever i was looking at yong hwa,i'll remember him.it's an involuntary reaction.
by now,i can't barely listen or watch CN BLUE,SNSD AND SUJU's songs and mvs.
and then,num 27.
november 27 is his birthday,
the date i could never forget.
number 27 is everywhere.
seriously give me a break,world.

third one is,
the consequences of teaching my ex to like kpop,like me do.
"hahaha padan muka hang nina,you're busted!"-yes i knew it so please don't repeat these word.
that was one of the biggest mistake ever.
now i have to like,choose the kpop groups that are unaffected from our broken relationship,and listen to it with peace.
the problem is,almost  none.
and one shouldnt have share everything with her bf,
considering that we don't know whether he end up as our hubby or not.
so be prepared girls.

so the conclusion is,i'll be okay after writing this post.
as i said before
,i personally,and crazily,and madly believes that,
our jodoh between us is still strong.amin.

I've met your mother.

assalamualaikum peeps,
i don't know why,dua tiga hari ni macam meroyan sikit,
mungkin sebab environment gua yang entah pape kot,full of lovebirds bagai,
tu yang sakit kepala sikit.
oh ye,i was a bit confused about something.
there's one guy,he's my close friend but not too close,since he already have a girlfriend.
ya he's a flirt,dengan gua lagilah.
since we did everything as a group.
with me,dia macam lain sikit,
 i don't know whether he develop a real feeling for me or not(of course i don't know,there's no way i'll ask him although i am badly want a clarification)
he's funny ,bright and ridiculous..sebijik macam my ex.
and that..that's why i think i've fallen for him.(just a temporary feeling,believe me)
ya,it's forbidden since dia dah berpunya..
tapi i'll try halting this feeling from growing larger..
ya,he's humorous,
semalam he said to me that he wanted to take me home and meet with his father.(kalau mr domino yang cakap,i would agree right away)
i was like..wtf with this guy?
there's always a limit to a joke,kan?
gua tak suka dia gurau macam ni.
hati gua fragile.bak kata amy,senipis kulit bawang.
gua takut ayat dia tu sebab..
once upon a time,there was  a really lovely and sweet high school couple
they've promised to each other they would get married
and etc..
the boy have met his to be in-laws,and the same thing went to that girl,
since then,they were convinced that they'll  marry each other
the whole school knew they' had fell head over heel for each other
they even planned their future
they were dubbed as 'comedy couple'
but allah's perancangan,who are they to deny it
they broke up.
that was the most shocking news to the people around them
they can't accept that.
but till now..although it has been two years,
the girl still believe that there's a still jodoh between them.
and she believe if allah already wrote the guy as her husband,
they'll get back together,
amin.
so to my friend tu,please don't main-main about meeting with your parents etc
i don't like it.
if you really likes me,why not just confess?
and please don't play with your gf's feeling,
she'll hurt a lot if she knew you called me with cheesy words,
the words are supposedly mean for her,not me
you've mistaken me with your gf.
please wake up man!